December 2011
Not celebrating New Years in my house. We never do.
We celebrate my dad’s birthday instead :3 He’s more important to me than a year number or a day.
Just realized that 2012 will be the first year without HP.
When sickness turns my ego up I know you'll act as a clever medicine. If I turn into another, DIG me up from under what is covering the better part of me. Sing this song... remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone.
Dig - Incubus
*I apologise if I messed up any lyrics - just typing this from the top of my head x3
“I’m that person who belongs neither here nor there, just floating in between.”
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“The oddest things hurt me. They get stuck in my head and replay over and over.”
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“This morning I woke up with tears in my eyes. You know, that kind of cry when you dont know why.”
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“Trust me, I know how it feels. I know how it hurts. I know you cry in the shower so no one will hear your screams. I know you wait until everyone goes to sleep to fall apart. Its not always easy but I know exactly what that feels like.”
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Looking up depressing quotes... as you do on New Years Eve :3
May post some of ‘em if I find any relevant to me/moving ;)
Fall Out Boy's This Ain't A Scene It's An Arms Race started playing... Oh, the memories of how I used to be obsessed with FOB when I was like, 11 XD
I never thought I could want someone so much 'Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear. Forgive my indecision... I am only a man.
11AM - Incubus
Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
WORD UP!